im really proud of my self right now

i’ve over come a lot, in the passed month in my modeling career

i went from giving up with no plan to move forward and a shit portfolio, to having a months worth of outfits laid out and ready to shoot a list of 8 themes to shoot over the next two seasons, starting my own video project and booking 6 photo shoots in 1 week.

im almost booked up for September already, which is a really nice feeling. i feel like i picked up where i left off but with a better vision, capitol ideas and better resources 

im taking this feeling and vision and running with it, NO BREAKS!!  I cant have anything slow me down,  or I’ll just loose sight. i feel like this is it. i’ve wanted nothing more since i was 15, and i turn 21 on Saturday. i wasted so much time doing nothing, i’ve Xed out the bullshit, and shit just got real

im going to get singed before Christmas!!!! watch me!!!

Vogue here i come!!! 

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syktris:

The Ghost Inside

the most meaningful moment of my life was Jonathon garbing my head letting my scream through the cracks in the mic, pulling me up stage, and looking for me in the crowd during the rest of the show. knowing that your idol knows you exist feels like finding god
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marie-duplessis:

Chrysanthemums and Horsefly by Katsushika Hokusai (1760-1849
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fixing my shitty chest piece

as some of you know when i was 18 i got black out drunk and decided to get a chest piece tattooed by a homeboy of mines dad…. really bad drunken idea……  i drew out the lettering, which surprising came out good. i wish i could say the same about the rest of the tattoo.. 

but finally after 4 years of having this god offal think tattooed on my chest the time has come where i can finally get it fixed and cover the spots that need to be covered. thanks to my wonderful fiance`  he agreed to get the outline done for my birthday present :)

i can finish the color later im just excited that im getting the outline! this is life changing for me!!! i could seriously cry right now 

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If life isn’t fun, your fucking up
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on my creative grind

4 shoots lined up that i have to plan

and a new video project to outline and plan out

by winter ill have the most bad ass port imaginable

super siked!!!! 

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